Saturday, September 18, 2010

What If...

I'm half way through! On Thursday 23rd September - they've changed my chemo day from Tuesday to Thursday - I'll be having my seventh session out of twelve. Seventh!

I wonder what would happen if I decided to stop my treatment after that and not continue all the way. If I just walked out while I still have eyebrows. Who knows, I might be fine. I mean, after all, all the cancer cells have vanished. I'm so impatient to get my life back that I keep toying with the idea.

But it would be foolish to take the risk and I'm no quitter anyway. Besides, freedom wiIl taste sweeter and all the more worthwhile after having completed (with honours!) all the sessions. At the moment, I realize, this is something I can't escape any more than I can lose my shadow.
Lähettänyt klo

3 comments:

  1. inaSeptember 18, 2010 at 4:30 PM

    Du är så duktig Laura! Ajattele, över hälften behind you. Otroligt så fort tiden går. Hoppas vi ses snart!

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  2. laulau_laulauSeptember 18, 2010 at 5:54 PM

    ina, hejsan igen! jag har kommit tillbaks från edinburgh! kanske vi kan ses denna vecka, på onsdag 22.9 förmiddagen?

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  3. inaSeptember 19, 2010 at 7:55 PM

    vau lau, vad duktig du är på svenska! voihan kökkö, sopisiko joku toinen förmiddag? meillä on juuri keskiviikkona ohjelmaa. förstås. tai jos iltapäivä sopii, niin olemme kotona klo 13 jälkeen?

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